I'm scared
This is not gonna work... I feel it... and it really scares me... I don't know what I'm gonna do without you... It's so hard to be strong if you are not there to help me to stand up when I fall... I know I haven't told you this... but I love you. And the worst part is that I'm sure it would work (at least for me). And... you know? One of the reasons why this is not gonna work it's because of you... I mean... Sometimes I feel like you lied me to help me but you don't really feel it. And you know me! So I think you shouldn't have done it... Or if you really feel it... You should be telling me... I don't know... I'm so scared and I don't want to lose you... I hope you really want to continue talking with me... And if not, tell me, please. It's gonna hurt, but at least I'm not gonna be losing my time... This is really hurting me... please... do something, it's your turn...