Otro camino que va a ninguna parte

It seems I'm really gonna have to learn how to live without heart... Now that you don't appear on facebook... I don't know what I'm gonna do with my life... I mean, yeah! of course I can write you an email, and be sure I will... but I'm sure too that you're not gonna see it... I'll try to stop myself for a couple more of days... but... I don't know if I will be able to life without knowing what happened... Please... Please... PLEASE! just appear... and tell me hi... don't worry, this time I'm not asking for anything more than a friend (and maybe a best friend). I promise I'll be good and I will not try anything, I will not say the things I used to tell you... but just come back... I really need you...

No, I'm not fine... And I miss you like hell... I feel like there's nothing good on me... Like I'm never gonna do anything right... And I don't have the strength to continue just because I know I'm not gonna succeed... Can I only ask for a hug and a "everything's gonna be okay"? I don't need anything more... Really, I'm tired of hearing empty words (especially from you) like, you are amazing, you don't need to change, you are beautiful or things like that... I only need you... You have no idea how you've changed my life... For I month I felt like I could own the world if that was what I wanted. And all because of you... But now... I don't know... When you act like before I'm scared, 'cause I'm not sure if you mean it or not... I just... I just felt like I gave you my heart... Really... It's a bit weird to explain but I feel I gave you my heart some time ago and now I only have a hole on my chest. I can't feel